Lately, I’ve felt as though things have started to turn around, and go my way.
But there is always that one day…that leaves me on a bad streak for weeks.
I’ve come to the point where I hate going home, I just want to stay out and be
on my own for a while.
I’m so tired of the fighting and bickering. Everytime I turn around someone is fighting or arguing about something. _____ did this or _____ did that. Or _____ is bothering me! It got so bad the other night here the other night, I just stood up and said, “Shut the F#@! up!” and left. I’m sick of everyone around me complaining of their “problems” in life. Yes, I sympathize with s/he that their having problems. But I can’t deal with some people thinking their life is so horrible..Don’t get me wrong, I am in no way shape or form saying that I have a HORRIBLE life, I’m just simply saying that some people have it worse off. gahh…some people…

But, on a happier note; I’ve had an amazing last few weeks with my boyfriend ( : he makes me feel as though I couldn’t do anything in the world wrong. It feels so nice to be in a healthy relationship..it feels so different because I’ve never been in one, but I love it. I love being able to have my space with my friends, his space with his, and then have us time inbetween. Idk how long this will be, but god do I hope this lasts for a while. I haven’t been this happy in quite some time. <3

10/30/09 at 9:41pm